One is because I’m a huge chicken, and two what will my sexual partner think of me when I tell him of my sexual past? Now there’s the question: how will I die without regrets especially when it comes to sex, if I’m too chicken and that? Easy, my partner, by finding out what’s in his sexual past I also gain knowledge of what his sexual preference is. Using this information I can satisfy most if not all of my sexual cravings. Has this worked in the past? To some extent it has. I want my partner to be a part of all of my fantasies and desires. I want him lording over this ass and granting my every wish within reason, of course. At the beginning and end of the day I’m his, and I’ll give him any and everything I can.
Try to remember that the sexual past is just that—in the past. Your ex-boyfriends, f*** buddies and random pieces have had you. And the physical sex may have even been better with one or more of them than your current partner. I ask the question, who do you love? I love him more than anyone in the past. When he holds me I close my eyes and only see him. When he makes love to me it feels as though every cell in my body feels his passion and desire that he has for me. It’s an emotional sex; emotional sex is always greater than the physical. Those strong emotions alone wipe the best f*** of your life out of existence and replaces him with the man holding me.
So now you know that for me his sexual past isn’t a problem. I’ve known all along I wasn’t the first guy he’s slept with, but hopefully with hard work, I will be his last.
